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I Want To Know

"The hardest part of losing a child is living every day afterwards."
I want to know the tapping of your feet from inside my belly.
I want to know the excitement of the baby shower, a month before you are due.
I want to know the fullness of nine, long, impatient months.
I want to know the roundness of my body at its fullest capacity.
I want to know the wails of your newborn cry, after hours of hard labor.

I want to know the long and lengthy cord that connected you to me.
I want to know the curls of your fingers and toes right after birth.
I want to know the opening of your arms, just for me.
I want to know the first few tears of your long lived life.
I want to know the joy of the doctor and nurses handing you to me.

I want to know the warmth of your little body, laid out on my chest.
I want to know the placing of my first kiss on your soft little cheeks.
I want to know the pink and purpleness of your newly-made skin.
I want to know the smallest details of your finger, wrapped …

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About The Author

Sanda has obtained an Associates of Arts in Social Science and will be attending the National Holistic Institute for massage therapy in May 2018. Beyond her passion for social and humanitarian studies, she also has an appreciation for English and Creative Writing, Art History, Metaphysics, and Naturopathic Medicine. She lives in the San Francisco Bay Area with her husband of six years.

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